Sunday, January 16, 2005
in this world.
what exactly is our main purpose of existance.
what do we do with our lives.
what do we seek for in our lives.
its all like a rat race;
we just keep on going and going,
and we dont know where we're all going.
maybe its the blind following the blind?
the vile competition that fills our society,
its all about being better than one another,
more superior than one another.
esp here,
everything is all about academic work, mainly.
sometimes, its cca, but thats unless ur the elite, then you make it big.
the majority of us are in between.
and thats nowhere.
then sometimes its our relationships.
some of us just want to find someone to be with.
what is the main purpose of it all?
love? care? concern?
whats the use.
we have familee and friends to be with.
or is the main reason to flaunt our assets.
assuming something bad occurs.
the boy finds a prettier girl.
my bet is that he dumps his current one and pursues the new one.
most guys are like that anyway.
i say it once, i say it again.
theyre all jerks.
then the whole relationship is ruined.
they always say, 'we can still be friends'.
how true is that? heh.
somehow, the 'friends' after the break up
leads to hatred and anger.
and its never. the same again.
friends.
like how everyone would say,
friends are very impt.
theyre the ones that make the world a much brighter place to live in.
making friends is a hard thing. it takes months and years.
to lose one?
it could happen in a snap of the fingers.
something so fragile just broken because of
misunderstanding? jealously?
hmm.
best friends.
take even longer. how best, is best?
you gotta read one another like books.
then i'd say thats worthy enough to be a best friend.
some have financial difficulties.
they struggle so hard just to stay alive,
to try keeping their place in this city.
some of us just dont know how fortunate we are.
theyre people out there just wishing they had money for food,
and we. just spend money on anything and everything we want.
clothes, gifts, wtvr.
a small hand full would have this sudden calling .
from god.
and then they do some marvellous things never imagined.
de la salle gave up wealth and fame to set up sji.
mother teresa volunteered her life to help the poor.
then there ghandi. and whoever i left out.
you get my drift anyway.
so. what do i do with my moronic life.
i dont know.
ive got no motivation.
no determination.
im an empty bus driving,
with no one behind the wheel.
lead me, guide me, inspire me, confirm me.
give me a sense of purpose in life.
i want to see light at the end of the tunnel.
ive been kept in the dark for long enough.
let me shower in the glorious rays.
god helps those who help themselves.
but who can help these people help themselves?
everyone of us is a guardian angel to one person or another.
be led, lead, and lead others with you.
i dont feel happy today.
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